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Saturday, 27 July 2013

Last day of semester 3

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Sick day. Got up from bed as usual, but my back pain this morning was unusual. Eyes were really warm and dry. Thought, "it must be due to the lack of sleep". Went to college, said hi to a girl, i know her but she never talk to me. And surprisingly, she gave me an awkward smile. Haha. Met a pair of friends at the stairs right after saying hi to that girl. I did greet them, and one of them just ignored me. Feeling innocent, because i greeted her twice. Today's exam was not easy and i had not enough time to write, i'm slowww. Went to CF, Daniel asked us a question, What is your point of view about Faith? Almost each of us gave a simple point of view, and mine was:
Faith is.. 
you really believe, 
no matter you are happy or sad, 
you still believe.
Yeah, i want to have the "faith" in God.


Due to the promise i had made before this, i went to TS with Sandy. I called Wilson Yee and Kai along. We walked around in TS and bought some Taiwan Sausages to eat, together with our yellow jokes. Lol. Then the four of us walked to Fahrenheit together with a friend named Han (Kyle in fb) just to have Zanmai Sushi for dinner. Sumptuous! Awkward situation when talking to Han, he was cool to me. Or i was just not good in socializing.......(sob) Anyways, there were sales everywhere, very tempting! Gonna be happy on Sunday if my sister really gonna shop with me. Sent them home safely at 10pm+.

Semua main handphone -_-

My Yummy Curry Katsu Chicken! =3

Love this! 


When i was on my way home, i remembered that i was supposed to have a yumcha with an old friend, so i called him. My plan was, to bring my Potter for a walk before going out to yumcha near my place, and be home at 12 since i've got things to do tomorrow morning. However, he was with another guy when he reached outside my house. When i got into the car, there was a totally different story as we had said on the phone. He wanted to bring me to a place that i did not know. I was a little upset cuz i felt that i had been tricked (he told me he was doing direct sales). Therefore, i called my mom to pick me up although the car was moving. I was kinda nervous that time. Ok, i think i had kinda freak my mom out. Love u mummy! 


Reached home, but kept talking on the phone. The Mr.长气 kept nagging me which made me feeling annoyed. Hence, i lost my temper, sorry. Because of talking on the phone, i neglected my worrying mum, sooorry, i'm a bad daughter. I was really tired and i actually felt quite sick the whole day, my back was really in pain. Yet, i felt satisfied. Tomorrow is gonna be a busy day again. Thank God for keeping me safe, and thank for filling my day with happiness.




Wednesday, 24 July 2013

Holiday Mood

One more paper to go, on this Friday, then.. going to say goodbye to semester three. Going to be in second year soon, semester four, after the 3-week holidayyy (sem break actually). i'm so excited! i just can't wait for the holiday, not semester four. i'm glad that we have an extra week of holiday because of Hari Raya. Lol. i am already in the holiday mood, almost forget about the coming paper, the last paper in this final exam. Not even started to do my revision yet, my last minute revision.

Well, i am really hoping to go for a vacation, since i do not have enough money to travel overseas yet. But i will definitely save money to travel around when i start working in the future. 

Local places that i wish to go to:
  • Genting Highlands
  • Pulau Redang
  • Penang
  • Malacca
  • Ipoh

If i have the chance to travel overseas in the future, i would like travel to:
  • Hong Kong
  • Japan
  • Taiwan
  • Korea
  • Thailand

Genting Highland would be my first target. I want to have at least a 2days-1night-trip at Genting by the end of 2013. Playing at the theme park and walking around in the night will be very nice! I love cold weather, even though i will catch a cold easily. I love the feeling when entering the hotel room (the feeling of travelling) Hehe. It's time to save money! 加油!






I have plans for this weekend. After coming back from Kepong on Saturday, will be heading to Pasar Pudu to help out a classmate to move to his new hostel. Must be tiring. Then, the following day, i plan to go shopping with my dear sister. Hopefully she will not ffk me. We might probably be going to Timesquare and Sg. Wang. There are quite a lot of things that i wanna shop for. But i'm running out of cash. Hopefully i have enough budget.

Here is my list of stuff-to-buy:
  • Watch
  • Pantyhose/stockings
  • Handbag
  • Shoes
  • Cap
  • Stationary (Pens etc) *

The estimation of the total of the above list is MYR 150, not including food. Gonna be broke soon. But i'm sure that i will miss out some of them in the list. This always happens to me when comes to shopping. But i can't wait for Sunday and the holiday. ^.^

This is not me! xD
i am actually thinking to buy a new mobile phone. And, i want a camera!! But this will be thought later =3



Tuesday, 23 July 2013

好想去旅行

→_→ 看看这边




←_← 看看那边






我是挺无聊的 n_n



我好想离开1下……

我好想1个人去去旅行……

近近的也好……

会是什么感觉呢?





Monday, 22 July 2013

运气、机会

生人生~人的1生到底会遇到多少次的幸运?常听见,人生有10分,7分努力3分运气。尽了7分努力,3分的运气1定会来吗?或是比较稳阵,要努力9分,再等待那1分运气的机会?答案就在自己心中。


运气是留给努力的人。
机会是给有准备的人。



L u c k . . . O p p o r t u n i t i e s . . .
       L u c k . . . O p p o r t u n i t i e s . . .
             L u c k . . . O p p o r t u n i t i e s . . .
                   L u c k . . . O p p o r t u n i t i e s . . .




努力了、准备了吗?




Saturday, 20 July 2013

假睫毛

今天我突然很想试试自己贴假睫毛,结果贴来贴去都贴不好看T.T 还是涂mascara 比较好吧?哈哈哈~眼睫毛短真的是没有办法 =P 怎么弄都不会长~ 

可是涂mascara 卸妆的时候又很麻烦哦>.< 1定要找出1个最佳的方法,就是不要化妆XD 不化妆又不行呢~给我1点时间吧~




Friday, 19 July 2013

sem3 の 考试

2 个 paper 考了,都犯了错TT 我的脑袋塞着了,哈哈哈~
心里会有1点不舒服的啦,很mang zang 自己做得不好。
还有 3 个 paper 吖…
最担心 global marketplace,最担心有很多要背的考试,
我真的读了很多次都很难进脑的。
希望接下来的paper 可以写得顺顺利利~



Monday, 15 July 2013

我食言

结果……我说话,不算话了。




做错了,可是我只是希望,他生气的时候,可以1直在他身边,原来错了。


48分钟,又42分钟。

他的睡觉时间……

我不好……

除了对不起,还是对不起。





今天又是1天哭得够够力。

今天又是为了同一个人哭。

今天又是考试的前1天。





醒来吧!

从这个不开心 1个人 走出来吧!

不要靠谁……

靠自己!





Wednesday, 10 July 2013

Despicable II

Despicable II




hahahhaa~ Quite funny lur.....

watched this movie at Jusco Balakong (Cheras Selatan)
with mummy, cal and yan yan >.<
daddy was not home yet...

When i watched this movie, i saw something, which were... when u found someone u like (or love), u tend to be very motivated in everything u are doing. Haaaha.. I wondered, have i tried before? I might have lost.. lost in this relationship journey. I think i need some time for myself.. I should, i really should make some time for myself, to think..... think deeply.



Anyways, i have not watched the Despicable One.. hahaha.. I like the feeling when laughter of audiences especially children's laughter is heard. Hehe.. Laugh together =D

Looking forward to other movies =3 (after final exams... hehe)



Monday, 8 July 2013

“him”

没有某人的日子,第25天,在我心里是雨天。

叶燕恩吖……你问我,我凭什么在 facebook 和 blog 写你?对不起,我真的没有资格这样做,就算面子书的状态,就算这个是我的私人部落,我也不应该写到关于你的。今天这个po,将会是我的最后1个 "him"…我部落的 “him” label 的最后1篇文章。

每次都是我讲你,讲你的同时,我自己也不是好到哪里去,我不好,我不应该每次讲你的。我没有顾你的感受,我只想到自己,我的错……我不应该让你知道我不开心、我也不应该让你知道我在面对着什么问题,因为是我自己的问题,我凭什么要你和我1起分担?没有资格。

对不起,真的除了对不起,我不知道我还可以对你说什么了。3天,我已经尽力去做了,希望你满意我这几天的表现。

如果以后你都不会再看见我的部落有提到你,你会不会比较开心?如果以后我再也不会为了你在面子书写状态,你会不会比较高兴?你终于等到了,我知道这么久以来委屈你去看我的东西了,以后也不写你了。对不起。

我心里很记得伟扬说的“不管晴天还是雨天,都要笑”,可是今天我真的尝试了,笑不出。不哭的话,会得癌症。







Friday, 5 July 2013

那颗脆弱的心

没有某人的日子,第22天,阴天。

最后1天上课了!哈哈!终于把所有的吖塞门都给K.O.了XD yeah!!
接下来就是1个星期的revision break、2个星期的finals、2个星期的放假!
要好好准备了……

今天很累,去了很多个地方,去做1些不关我事的事情……唉……
不是不关我事啦,只是身份不同了,去做这些事真的是蛮怪的……

*不开心……都没有人懂……你不懂,因为你只看到表面,没有看到我的心。
别人要如何做,我没有意见,也不能阻止,因为谁都有自由。
有些事情,不是哭了1整晚,过了1个晚上,就可以解决的。时间越久,可能越痛。
我希望可以尽快放下那个不在乎我的人,然后好好活下去!

that fragile heart......


Thursday, 4 July 2013

面具

没有某人的日子,第21天,不懂什么天气。

不懂什么天气的今天,应该是很灰吧。整天都没有出门,不想见谁!emo!!!!!! emo 在我的身体内跑不出来... 最上1次这样的状况应该是分手的那天……唉……在1起不开心、不在1起也不开心!我到底应该怎么做? 谁可以教我?

我真的很想去1个地方,1个看不到你的地方……让我的伤口慢慢好起来……让我可以重新做人。因为这样真的好辛苦……

继续戴着面具装没事……TT 几时才可以停止呢?