Did it once

Finally, she did it. She had kept herself calm during the negative situation; did not scold, did not cry, did not hate. She knows it is a great start. She loves it when she knows the situation did not make her emotion to be out of control.

She asked herself,
   "Is God helping me?"
She knew it was. She kept thanking God for being with her. She thanked God that everything was in control and she did not mess things up.

Now, she realizes that when her focus is changed, everything seems to be going well. She wants herself to continuously remembering this - to focus on the right One, to focus on the right thing.

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陪伴

虚甜

迁就久了，不再迁就了。
甜久了，不再甜了。
爱久了，不再爱了。

争吵和好，和好争吵，
重复百遍后，甜蜜也变得虚伪了。

这个时候，何苦呢？

神吖，祢告诉我要有盼望！
好，不放弃，只求祢的安慰！